My hair's a bitch to me...

Sure...keep the curly hair they said, it'll be fun they said.

Bull tothemotherfuckinghellofa shit.

Those people have NO IDEA what I have to go through in order to keep my hair in this corkscrew curls. And they say it's 'nice and pretty and makes me look like a darling little doll'...
I'll show you a doll as soon as I hold a freaking knife in my hands!

My hair's only until my shoulders, from my head to my ears, my hair's straight but lower than the ears they start to turn to waves and a little bit before they reach the tip, they curl up like corkscrews. So basically, they're quite long and would reach below my shoulder plates if they're straightened.

If only my sucker of a family would actually LET me straighten it. Seriously, they never agree whenever I say 'I want to rebond my hair', they'd seriously oppose it! I'd like to just put my head on theirs for a week and let them know how I feel whenever it dries up.

I think I'll look better with straight hair anyway. Plus, I'm already so fair among all these tanned people. I'm glad I'm born with this skin tone because I don't get pimples easily, but these tanned people sometimes scare me...especially their..
Well, you know what I mean.

And I'd look very chinese, with my sharp black eyes and quick reflexes, I'd look like a psychopath on the prowl for a victim. But then again, even without my hair being straight, my appearance enough pretty much scared all the sluts, and even my own family members.