Go to hell and die you two pieces of useless fuckers.
You do not get into my life unless you have good business, and nosing around to find my exam result is just no business at all. You think just because you're my parents, I'll give and show you whatever you want me to give or show you? HAH! If I show you my tits, would you still want to look?
Those two insufferable fools I call my parents continues to make my life as miserable as hell. I'm not a genius, I have a lot of things on my mind, I have things from school AND not from school to do, give me a break man! As much as I want to excell in my life, you people nosing in isn't helping one bit.
Not to mentioned I lost two choir competitions thanks to those buffoons I call choir members. Stupid juniors just know how to fool around, doesn't take anything seriously for the entire half a year. I don't think I'll be able to join the third competition, die on your own. Tch...
The more I think of the competition, the more pissed I become, and more fuel's been added now that my parents are purposely digging their own graves in my hands.
No more...
No more...
All these times of being a little girl trying to please her parents; like a slave begging for a pinch of love from its master.
NO MORE.
No more will I continue to live like how I'm living now. No more of getting in touch with my child-self and feigning innocence when I did something wrong. No more of this insanity where my life is on the leash my parents set for me its length.
I'm gonna stand up on my own, I'm gonna face the world and the problems without flinching, I'm gonna show life that it can't control me. I live my own life, my soul belongs to me, I decide my future and no one from my family besides me will point where I should go.
If I ever got lost, I'll find my own way back, if I fall down and hurt myself, I'll just get back up and dust away the pain, if my life suddenly become pitch black, I'll create my own fire with whatever I have on me.
I'm not gonna depend on anyone, solely relying on myself only.
And those bitches/bastards who think they can order me around; whether it be my parents or not, I'm not gonna have an ounce of respect for them. Let them deal with the stupidity of their lives on their own.
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